it's been a few months since i last felt great. you know the feeling, like if you died tomorrow, it'd be okay because your last few moments on earth were pretty good!?!
i'm not sure what exactly is contributing to this good feeling but i have a feeling it may be relief from quitting my job. i hated that place.
though i'm heading to another doctor's appointment for a check-up on my back, and i don't have health insurance (perhaps i won't tell them this bit when i check-in) so a quick 5 minute look is probably going to cost me $500, --despite this, i feel good.
maybe it's the 4 pounds i've lost this week by counting points that has contributed to this sense of happiness. perhaps it's just knowing that whatever happens, my future will be good!
my goodness... i can't believe all these is going on and you didn't call me!!! i'll call you next week when i don't have to cough into the phone every three seconds. hope you are feeling better!
Posted by: miragemind | January 14, 2006 at 07:24 PM
I was wondering why you didn't blog for a month... I had thought perhaps you were just busy with your old job and with fitting Milo into your life... I hope all gets better for you for the new year.
Posted by: EL | January 15, 2006 at 05:05 AM
so this all totally explains the no blogging thing for like a month. wowy, and i thought i was bz.
RAlph. Sorry Ralph. Ralph is a nice guy. but... Ralph don't read past this point, I'm warning you. Dump him. Those kinds of comments are like totally meaning he's not that into you. Sorry... I'm really ticked at him right now. What's he gonna need, a near death experience to realise he's ready? How old is he? Doesn't he know what he wants right now? rave over.
Posted by: irene | January 15, 2006 at 08:22 PM